我总是在失去的时候才怀念一些人和事情。比如R，比如A，比如Aloe。
人与人之间的缘分，真的说不清的。佛说前世500次回眸才有今生一次相遇。我是不是太不珍惜这缘分了。不过说实在话，我不该怒的，我已经很少怒了。其实回头想想，那么认真做什么，这城市的中心思想就是不认真，谁认真谁死。他也是不想认真，于是选择全身而退了。
爱上一首新歌，我总是10秒内决定会不会喜欢一首歌，这首Bahamas is Alfie的All the Time。循环播放。
这世界谁离了谁会死呢。都不会的。时间会治好心里所有的伤，千疮百孔的痕迹，都会不复存在。有谁来过，有谁离去，都交付给这寒冷的冬雨吧。
人越成长，朋友越少，能吃饭的朋友越来越容易了，我可以伪装的合群一点，伪装的搞笑一点，伪装的笑点低些，于是没心没肺的朋友们那么就一起笑一笑吧。然而，一个人的时候，我只是想哭。很久没有这种感觉了，痛快的哭一场吧。
这世界，终归只能靠自己。我决定好好做一番事业，不以别人为中心的活着，要活出自己的精彩。哪怕孤独终老，哪怕万劫不复。佛保佑我吧。
2014年7月30日星期三
The Difference between Like and Love
So the difference between like and love is if you like someone, you manipulate and take possession and make him or her yours. Tease them. Flirt with them. F*** them. Do whatever. To love is to take your time and observe and adore and indulge a human being from a distance and enjoy the process of falling.
Thank you.
Thank you.
2014年6月15日星期日
Quotes
"When two people are meant to be together, eventually they will find their way back."
"You have to decide what's important. Keeping your pride and getting nothing... or taking a risk and maybe, maybe having everything."
"The good ones screw you, the bad ones screw you, and the rest don't know how to screw you."
"I only miss you a little... a little too much, a little too often and a little more every day."
"There comes a point in your life, when you realize who really matters, who never did and who always will."
"You have to decide what's important. Keeping your pride and getting nothing... or taking a risk and maybe, maybe having everything."
"The good ones screw you, the bad ones screw you, and the rest don't know how to screw you."
"I only miss you a little... a little too much, a little too often and a little more every day."
"There comes a point in your life, when you realize who really matters, who never did and who always will."
2014年6月3日星期二
2014年5月20日星期二
So what is life all about?
What is it?
I, or we, have been asking this question ever since we were born. We have always been seeking through our whole life, sometimes a career focus, sometimes a life-long partner.
The secret is when you quit seeking and embark on a journey of finding. Open your heart to the unknown and embrace it with no fear. That's when you learn the true meaning of life, of love, the ultimate unconditional love. Zero expectation. Pure dedication.
It's a circle of karma. And we are all involved, intertwined and embedded. If this is some sort of a sign, I think we are all ready for it to unfold.
God bless us.
What is it?
I, or we, have been asking this question ever since we were born. We have always been seeking through our whole life, sometimes a career focus, sometimes a life-long partner.
The secret is when you quit seeking and embark on a journey of finding. Open your heart to the unknown and embrace it with no fear. That's when you learn the true meaning of life, of love, the ultimate unconditional love. Zero expectation. Pure dedication.
It's a circle of karma. And we are all involved, intertwined and embedded. If this is some sort of a sign, I think we are all ready for it to unfold.
God bless us.
2014年3月5日星期三
New York City
Read a quote the other day and I paraphrase: If you have not had your heart broken into a million pieces, you have not lived long enough in this city to call yourself a New Yorker.
2014年2月15日星期六
Happy Valentine's
It was one of those moments that you give your life a second thought and wonder if everything is worth it.
It was Friday night and the night of a day when you cannot escape from hearts and flowers. They were everywhere and so confrontational, reminding you of something missing in your life. You decided to stay and work late, hopefully for your temporary peace of mind. However, the battery of the camera died somehow and you had to go home. Oh well.
Being sentimental is never a blessing; Rather it is a life sentence. For those who have suffered at a young age, you will embark on a bumpy road trip that never ends. Will you choose to embrace the sunshine, with smiles and warmth, or to go down with your devil, subject to control and manipulation?
Maybe he was right. I once had a boy, or should I say, he once had me. He commented and I quote, "You do not realize that you have never loved me. Once you find him, and when he breaks your heart, you will understand me then."
Years later I heard Dido on radio again. I have to admit that I never changed. Even my preference of music.
I haven't ever really found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize that once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind that your heart ain't exactly breaking
It's just a thought, only a thought
And if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
'Cause nothing I have is truly mine
I've always thought that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone and live more simply
I have no idea what's happened to that dream
'Cause there's really nothing left here to stop me
It's just a thought, only a thought
And if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
'Cause nothing I have is truly mine
While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try
Well how can I say I'm alive
And if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
'Cause nothing I have is truly mine
It was one of those moments that you give your life a second thought and wonder if everything is worth it. However, I know better that I need to wear myself out so by the time the dawn casts, I will be ok again.
Happy Valentine's.
It was Friday night and the night of a day when you cannot escape from hearts and flowers. They were everywhere and so confrontational, reminding you of something missing in your life. You decided to stay and work late, hopefully for your temporary peace of mind. However, the battery of the camera died somehow and you had to go home. Oh well.
Being sentimental is never a blessing; Rather it is a life sentence. For those who have suffered at a young age, you will embark on a bumpy road trip that never ends. Will you choose to embrace the sunshine, with smiles and warmth, or to go down with your devil, subject to control and manipulation?
Maybe he was right. I once had a boy, or should I say, he once had me. He commented and I quote, "You do not realize that you have never loved me. Once you find him, and when he breaks your heart, you will understand me then."
Years later I heard Dido on radio again. I have to admit that I never changed. Even my preference of music.
I haven't ever really found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize that once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind that your heart ain't exactly breaking
It's just a thought, only a thought
And if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
'Cause nothing I have is truly mine
I've always thought that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone and live more simply
I have no idea what's happened to that dream
'Cause there's really nothing left here to stop me
It's just a thought, only a thought
And if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
'Cause nothing I have is truly mine
While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try
Well how can I say I'm alive
And if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
'Cause nothing I have is truly mine
It was one of those moments that you give your life a second thought and wonder if everything is worth it. However, I know better that I need to wear myself out so by the time the dawn casts, I will be ok again.
Happy Valentine's.
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